
FROM CHAPTER ONE
When the elevator opened up on the Penthouse floor of the exclusive downtown L.A. high rise, Avery Jackson heard a sigh. She stepped out, expecting to see an elderly woman because that is what the sound reminded her of. But it wasn't an old woman. No one else was there. It was her 30-year-old body sighing. She was beyond tired and couldn't remember a day in the last six months when she wasn't. She looked at her reflection in the hall mirror. Her large doe-like eyes were red with dark circles underneath. Her light brown skin looked a couple of shades paler.
It was six months ago that Avery's husband, 37-year-old college professor, Anthony Harper, was paralyzed from the waist down in a car accident. He hadn't been drinking, but he had been frantic. Frantic because Avery had just told him that she was leaving him after less than one year of marriage for Carter Chase, the man she loved desperately and the father of her 15-month old daughter, Connor. Avery had never felt such guilt in her life and that was saying a lot considering how guilty she already felt for going against her own values and entering into an extramarital affair with Carter last year.
She had tried so desperately to be a faithful wife. Anthony had been there for her when she ran away from her then-fiance Carter, after finding out that he had lied about being behind the heartbreaking end of her engagement to Alex in order to have her for himself only a year before.
In retrospect she realized that she shouldn't have run away, but she didn't have much choice. After all, Carter was a Chase and no one went against America’s richest, most powerful black family and won. They always lost; and lost big. Carter had made it clear to her he wouldn't let her go. Finding out she was pregnant on top of that was all she needed to know that she had to get as far away from that family of people who believed anyone with Chase blood running through their veins was their property.
Anthony comforted her and loved her. He made her believe that she could be happy without Carter. Even when family emergencies forced them to return to View Park, the middle-class black suburb of Los Angeles, he supported her. He was devoted to her and treated Connor like she was his own. But she wasn't and once Carter found out that she was his, Anthony’s life began to spiral down the drain; much like anyone else who became inconvenient to the Chase clan. They had billions from the Chase Beauty Empire the patriarch Steven had built from scratch. Anthony had done all he could, but it wasn't enough; never could have been.
Avery had never stopped loving Carter. How could she? The thirty two year old alpha male was perfect in every way. He was handsome, successful, driven, ambitious, frustrating, confident, sexy, arrogant, and rich. He made her laugh and he made her feel more like a woman than she knew she could. They'd had an explosive chemistry from the start. Just being in the same room with him could light Avery up. She had tried to stop loving him, wanting him. She’d thought she could do this; be co-parents without being together, especially when Carter seemed to accept her resolve to stay with Anthony and stopped trying to get her back. But it wasn't enough; couldn't have ever been.
When Carter was in a plane accident a year ago, Avery first thought he was dead. Her suppressed feelings for him surged to the surface and she couldn't control herself anymore. Despite Anthony, and despite Carter’s steady girlfriend, Julia Hall, the two of them gave in to their desire for each other. Every time he touched her, her mind went away and her body was on fire. They had never stopped loving each other and the quenched thirst was too much to deny. It was that love and their mutual love for the daughter they made together that both of them believed nothing could keep them apart any longer.
Anthony took it very hard and after Avery left him, he lost it. This was when the accident happened and lives were ruined. Anthony begged her to stay; to help him, but he hadn't needed to. Avery knew she couldn't leave him. This was her fault. She had committed adultery and left a man who had no one else but her. There was always a price to pay for such selfishness, but it was Anthony, the innocent party, that paid the price. She couldn't make it worse by leaving him alone when he couldn't even walk.
Carter refused to accept that they couldn't be together. He had waited too long to get her back and she had promised this time. He warned her that this was her last chance and as bad as it hurt her, and it killed her, she knew she had to stay with Anthony.
That was six months ago, but Carter hadn't hesitated to make her pay. It began with a very sudden announcement of his engagement to Julia. He knew Avery still loved him and it would hurt her, but she wasn't going to be angry. She had chosen to stay with Anthony and had hoped all Carter was doing was trying to find some happiness for himself. But she knew better and that wasn't all he was doing. The engagement was just the first step in Carter’s plan to cause Avery pain at every turn.
Avery expected him to be cold to her, but she wasn't prepared for the cruel and callous nature of his behavior. He immediately began demanding more time with Connor beyond what had been agreed to and wanted to change the custody and child support agreement. He was giving her $10,000 a month for child support while still paying for everything that Connor needed. He knew that Anthony could no longer work and she had to stop working at her mother’s art gallery to take care of him. He knew that Anthony’s care would be very expensive and made no effort to hide his desire to make their life financially difficult. As one of the best lawyers in L.A., he knew exactly what to do.
Avery had tried so many times to talk to him; to make him understand and try to quell his anger, but he wasn't having it. She still loved Carter, but he hated her and would refuse to talk to her over anything but Connor and even then, he was short and mean. Every now and then Avery would let it get to her and they would argue; they would fight. But mostly, she just took it. She took it because she felt guilty for breaking his heart again, but most of all, she took it because she was just too tired to do anything else.
The fact was Avery knew she had to be delicate. Carter’s disdain for her broke her heart every time she interacted with him, but he was a Chase and he never passed up an opportunity to hint at his power and influence. He didn't need a reason to start a war with her, but he had them. In particular, he would remind her of how she and Anthony had initially tried to make him believe that Connor wasn't his. They'd even gone so far as to fudge medical records. He was trying to scare her so she would take his verbal abuse and Avery knew that a legal battle with a Chase was one she couldn't win.
She was about to ring the doorbell a second time when it slowly opened. Standing in the doorway was Carter’s fiancee, Julia. She was a very elegant-looking woman, not flashy. Her brown skin was smooth and glowing and her features were perfectly sculpted. She had long and shiny wavy hair and was very tall. Julia was the kind of woman Carter was supposed to marry. While Avery was a middle class girl, the daughter of a cop and a hippie artist, Julia was from one of the finest black families in all of Texas. Like the Chase family, from Janet’s side, Julia’s family had been one of the finest for generations dating back to the late 1800s. She was a bona fide member of the black blue blood, Ivy League, exclusive society. She was born for Carter’s world and from the smug look on her face, Avery knew she was enjoying every second of it.
“Avery.” Julia looked her up and down and sighed as if she felt sorry for her. “You look ill. Are you ill?”
Avery knew she wasn't a beauty queen like Julia. She was a pretty girl-next-door; not at all glamorous. She cleaned up very well, but mostly showed a natural, cute face and casual style that Carter had always told her he loved. Her rose bud nose was always his favorite. Lately though, Avery had been so tired looking after her husband and her daughter, that she neglected herself a bit. She was never more aware of this than in the presence of Julia.
“I'm fine, Julia.” Avery spoke tersely, knowing that the worse thing she could do would be to appease this woman.
Julia hated Avery because she'd known that Carter still loved Avery despite Julia trying to do everything to make him fall in love with her. She found out about their affair and wanted desperately to keep him. Julia cared more about being a Chase than she did about having a faithful man. She had even been willing to put up with it, although Avery knew she was plotting against her. Avery assumed she hadn't been prepared when Carter told her that he was leaving her to be with the mother of his child. The devastation was only temporary because Carter soon came back with a proposal. Julia had gotten what she wanted; a key to the inner circle of America’s black version of the Kennedys.
Of course Avery was jealous. She hated the idea of Carter being with anyone, and every time she ran into Julia, which she tried to avoid at all costs, Julia found a way to mention her impending wedding to Carter to make it worse.
“I just came to get Connor.” Avery looked over Julia's shoulder. “Carter was supposed to drop her off two hours ago and he’s not answering his cell.”
“So?” Julia asked, placing a haughty hand on her slim hip.
“He can't keep doing this,” Avery said, but regretted it as soon as she did. She had to remember the less she said to Julia, the less she would have to listen to Julia talk back.
“Actually he can.” Julia offered a flat smirk as she tilted her head. “She's his daughter too.”
“I know that,” Avery answered. “But….Look, Julia, just let me in so I can get her.”
Avery took a step forward, but Julia didn't move. “She isn't here.”
“Where is she?” Avery was starting to get worried. Carter had failed to stick to the terms of their custody agreement often, but usually she could find him here or… “Is she at Chase Mansion?”
Chase Mansion was the family home in View Park and it was famous all over the country because of who lived inside of it. Despite its modest size for the family's wealth, the elegantly designed 15,000 square foot red brick and white columned masterpiece had graced the cover of several home, design, society and celebrity magazine and website. Its seven bedrooms, nine baths, exercise, game, media rooms, library and more intrigued everyone. Avery had experienced an endless amount of awkward, uncomfortable moments in that home.
“I don’t have to tell you,” Julia said.
Avery's hands clenched into fists at her sides. She tried to be civil, but Connor was where she drew the line. “Fine, then I’ll go there myself.”
“You shouldn't,” Julia said just as Avery turned away. She waited for her to turn back. “You're not welcomed there. He'll bring her to you when he’s done.”
“Done with what?” Avery asked.
Julia shrugged. “With whatever. Really, Avery, I have a big wedding in five months. I’m very busy so I can't keep track of him all the time.”
That wasn't subtle and was successful at reminded Avery that she had been only six months from marrying Carter when she left him, and in her heart, she was only seconds from marrying him just six months ago. Now he was marrying Julia and that was that.
Avery didn't bother to say goodbye. She just turned and walked away. She heard the door slam behind her, but never took her eyes off the elevator door in front of her. Julia wasn't her problem; Carter was and he was getting worse.
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Kimberly Chase was lounging her long, model-figure body on the soft chair on the patio near the pool of her house. It was dark out, so the lights from inside the large pool surrounded by expensive Gavea reflected the ripples in the water around the back area of the Tuscan-inspired 6,000 square foot Hollywood Hills home. She felt at peace and this was a rare thing; a gift that she never thought she could ever get again.
Just as she lifted the glass of raspberry martini to her lips, the cell phone on the circular table next to her began to vibrate. She contemplated whether or not she wanted to interrupt her peace, but when she saw who it was, decided to answer it. It was her money man.
“It's kind of late for a business call, Glenn.” She placed the drink down.
“Mrs. Chase,” he answered with his middle-class British accent. “My clients pay me a lot of money to forget nine to five. I thought you might want to hear this.”
“It's Ms. Chase,” she corrected, “and as long as it isn't bad news, I'll listen.”
“I've rearranged the money from your divorce settlement as you asked. I'm glad you decided to get back into the riskier market. I really do believe the stock market is safe again. You stand to make millions.”
“I just don’t want to lose the millions I have,” Kimberly said.
Her millions were precious to her because Kimberly didn't think she’d actually get them. Being Mrs. Michael Chase wasn't a dream come true because a girl with her past didn't dream of anything but surviving. Leaving an abusive home in Detroit at fifteen, she worked the streets for two years before using one of her Johns to hitch a free ride to New York where she cashed in on her exceptional beauty and became a model. She hadn't known she’d hit the jackpot when she met and had a one night stand with the younger son of King Chase. All she knew was that there was a fire about Michael that drew her to him as if by nature.
It was love at first sight for both of them, but she thought she had ruined her chance when she found out she was pregnant. But unlike most men in her life, Michael didn't leave. He stayed and wanted to marry her. He went to the ends of the earth to hide her past before introducing her to his parents. It didn't matter. Even though they never knew about the seedier sides of her past, she would never be good enough.
Her mother-in-law, Janet Chase, made her life a miserable hell. She wanted Kimberly out so she could be replaced with a suitable woman to bear the Chase last name. Their battles reached levels neither had expected. Things got so out of control, it began to harm the marriage that Kimberly woke up every morning having to pinch herself to believe. An unbelievable sexy, handsome, smart, successful and rich guy loved her and she had the two most perfect twin boys in the world. She was living the high life everyday except for the fact that she was never allowed to forget that she didn't belong.
She’d made mistakes and her marriage began to show cracks. She had assumed that Michael loved her more than anything, but found he loved his father’s approval more than anything. Steven Chase was a man among men and he never let his boys forget it. While the eldest son, Carter, had found a way to get out from under Steven’s shadow, Michael hadn't and Kimberly’s desire not to be the cause of more strife between Michael and Steven made her make bad decisions. The worst decision was to not tell Michael that her pimp, David, had come to Los Angeles to extort money from her with the threat of exposing her past and embarrassing a family that was already always under the microscope. David proved more than she could handle. His demands continued to escalate, and even though she had slept with him to make him leave, he wouldn't. When he threatened to put a tape of them having sex, Kimberly could no longer bare it, there was a struggle and he was dead.
She was a Chase, so it was all covered up. This family was expert at keeping scandals from the public and overcoming those that seeped through their hands. There was never a moment when they weren’t actively trying to keep their appearances of perfection up. A lot had been done that was wrong, but murder, even though it was in self-defense, was the last straw.
The man that was her dream had become her nightmare. He hated her because she had slept with her ex-pimp, but mostly because she had Steven threatening to cut Michael off from his chance at the CEO seat of Chase Beauty; the dream he had above all others. She hated him because he used their children to hurt her. He threw his affairs in her face and practically kept her prisoner in their home. She had tried to leave with her boys, not caring that she wouldn’t get a penny, but she learned quickly, that she would never be able to.
Things came to a brink when Michael finally broke down. In his own sick way, he still loved Kimberly too much to let her go and hated her for it. But it was interfering with every aspect of his life and it was starting to wear on the family name and image. She played his hand and surprisingly won. While he had threatened to never let her go with more than the clothes on her back and to never see her kids again, when she appeared to be willing to do that, he caved to keep her near.
In the divorce settlement, she was given their $5 million home, $10 million in cash, $75,000 a year in alimony and $300, 000 a year in child support. Certainly better than the clothes on her back, but most importantly, she had her boys. And that was all that mattered; it was all that ever mattered, but the other stuff was nice too. Of course it wasn’t nearly half of what Michael had. He kept their home in Maui and had at least a $300 million investment in Chase Beauty. There was also the matter of his trust fund and he never relinquished his control in the trust fund of their two boys, Daniel and Evan, which was at least $10 million each and growing.
The money was a headache at times. She had spent the almost eight years of her marriage spending money and nothing else. She had no idea how to manage it, so she hired one of the best and he was managing it for her. It had taken him almost six months, but Glenn had finally convinced her to make riskier investment decisions. She had been willing to live without the money if she could keep her boys, but now that she had them, she didn’t want to lose the money either.
“Not only will you not lose the millions you have,” Glenn answered, “but you stand to make millions more. You just have to trust me.”
“I won't trust you,” Kimberly answered. Since Bernie Madoff, no one trusted their money managers. “But I will give you a closely monitored chance.”
“That's all I ask. I’ll let you get back to your family.”
Kimberly said goodbye and hung up. She placed the phone lightly on the table and looked around. Her family. What had become of that? It seemed insane, but there were times when she missed Michael. Even after the hell he put her through, she hadn’t forgotten how happy they had been once. She hadn’t forgotten how he loved her despite knowing about her past and how hard he had worked, although ultimately unsuccessful, to protect her past from his family. What they had shared at one time, she was certain was stronger than any problems they could ever have. She was wrong, during the bad times, Kimberly had feared so much, but now all she feared was the belief that she would never feel that kind of love again.
The phone rang again and she was hoping if it might be Michael telling her he was bringing the boys home from dinner at Chase Mansion with their grandparents. It wasn’t. She noticed the I.D. and the grind in the pit of her stomach brought her peaceful evening to an end. She wasn’t going to take that call. She wasn’t in the mood to talk about the revenge she was planning for Steven and Janet Chase for trying to buy her children away from her.





